Every Christian has had idols in their life, and they will keep coming back. Fact is, if there is anything in your life, that you have more ‘time for, passion for, zeal for, and/or knowledge of,’ than God (and His Word;) then it is your god, or idol. It can even be good things like your grandchildren, Christian education, or ministry.
Jesus warned in Revelation 21:8, “But the cowardly, unbelieving, abominable, murderers, sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars shall have their part in the lake which burns with fire and brimstone, which is the second death.”
Please repent now before it’s too late.